fleshprisondiaries

I'm Tired

I'm tired of having to guess or assume meaning and intentions.

I can't think.

Because the words you say aren't what you mean. And there's tension when I ask for clarification.

My head hurts.

Because I keep trying to make it make sense, but it doesn't align. Am I the one with a processing deficit? Or are you intentionally hiding your true meaning? And avoiding accountability?

If I can't trust you, who can I trust?

I'm not trying to be pedantic.

I just thought that language was meant to help us understand each other.

So why does it feel like I'm the only one who doesn't?